I'm really bad!

I'm really bad at posting on my blog, I'm really sorry guys! I have been so busy these past couple of weeks! I just had time to post two videos onto my new channel last night and things have just been really difficult! I'm having issues with my roommate, and it isn't only me. She is very self absorbed to the point she doesn't see that she is pushing everyone away. I am also missing home like crazy! I am actually hoping to transfer to a new university next semester that will allow me to live at home, find a part time job and  is just cost effective!

If you haven't heard about my new channel on YouTube, it is named after this blog, SolitaryWitchTracks. The reason why I made the new channel is that I went through a huge spiritual transformation/shift. I used to consider myself a Wiccan, yet for the past two months or so, I have been growing uncomfortable calling myself a Wiccan and I felt spiritually confined and penned up in a little box. Now I consider myself and eclectic Pagan and I currently draw ideologies from Hinduism and Buddhism, but I want to look into my ancestry and pull from that. Right now I am looking into my mother's side, she is Filipino and my great grandmother was an Ifugao, or an indigenous Filipino and I really like what I have been reading up on so far! The most I know right now is the native dance rituals which were taught to me when I was younger. I think it would be really amazing to draw from that.

Once I am able and have the money, I want to start looking into the paternal lineage of my family. I know the origination of my last name is from the UK such as Britain, Ireland and Germany.  I'm curious to see if my ancestors on that side had any great spirituality, I am also curious to find out if I have any ancestors who were Native Americans as I would love to start learning about Native American spirituality and beliefs.

Lately I have felt that I have been in a spiritual rut, that is until today. I was in the middle of doing homework for World Literature I and had an epiphany on how I view the divine and the universe through my new spiritual path. I will have to post the notes I made in another post, but for now I will keep this a simple update.

I love having Hekate as my matron goddess and I am finalyl starting to find my own roots as an eclectic Pagan and Witch, wish me luck! Brightest Blessings, Namaste and love and light to you. :)