I'm Back!

I apologize to anyone who reads or follows my blog, as you can tell I have been absent for a long while. This is mainly due to issues concerning my laptop, lots of bugs and viruses and hardware issues, it was just one giant mess but it is fixed now!
There have been a lot of changes in my life recently, and I think that they are all for the better, I am going to a new university that is larger, cheaper and offers a lot more than my other college did so those are all good things, though I admit I will mist my friends as well as some of my professors. I am currently going through a time in my life where I am trying to get a job, but to no avail. No worries, I will get one eventually. :)

Just recently this past Thursday, I went to temple with my very wonderful and close friend Susan. It is a place that houses many religions, though the ceremony we had attended was the Tibetan Buddhist one that follows the path of Chenrezig, or otherwise known as the lord of compassion. I was astonished that each type of Buddhism, especially Tibetan, had its own minor sects, or tracts one can practice. The one we went to followed the teachings of Chenrezig in particular. I was also surprised that there were different form of Buddhas other than the Chinese and Tibetan forms, there is also a female Buddha as well who has many different arms and comes in two different colors, green and white which stands for longevity in life. I know I will be going back next Thursday to learn more and to see what it is like, though I admit I don't think I would ever become Buddhist or stick to any one religion, it makes me feel too confined. I like the spiritual freedom of being able to pick and choose what I like.

On another note, I am working with two deities this month and have already learned a lot from them! This month I am focusing on the Sumerian deities Inanna who is the great mother goddess of fertility, love and war, along with Utu, the god of the wind and the sun. I have already done some meditation with them and they have very clear messages to say to me. Inanna telling me to go one with the banishing spell I have been meaning to do and she tells me to stick up for myself more often. Utu as well is a god of activations and tells me it is time to start my projects.

This will be a very interesting month!