Okay, Let's Do This

Yeah, I'm really bad at keeping up with my blog.. I Blame it on the fact that as an English major, I am reading books and poetry all the time. I'm taking 4 literature classes, there of which are upper level.. Whooo.. But anywho, I had a meditation with Hekate last night because I felt like sh e has been growing distant the past week or so , so I decided to meditate her to see what's up. When I did meditate with her, she told me it was because she knew I would come to her to see what was the matter. She knows me all too well. Another reason why,she purposefully distanced herself is because I haven't made enough time for her either. Well thanks to her, I was spurred to find,the time. She had a message,for me. I have this thing bothering me, that has been bothering me and haunting me since,I was 14. So about 6 years now. She told me it was time to banish it once and for all on the night of the dark moon. She said she would be there with me, to lend,her power and protection. She also told be that my patron Shiva would be,there to destroy the stagnant thing thRu is blocking me from getting in touch with my higher self and bring about the new, more psychically attuned me. Also, that my deities of the month, Isis and Wepawet would be there too. I had a feeling,that,this is what she wanted to talk to me about, since I,have this feeling of blockage and she,has been,showing my spiritual path as being,disrupted by large boulders. So we will see how this goes!! I orders some spell candles, black and,drsgonsblood resin for the incense,I will be making. This,is my second,banishing I have ever some and the first,one,went very,smoothly. Wish me luck guys!!